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Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by xan, Oct 28, 2006.

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  1. xan

    xan Chat Buddy

    I've just been sitting in my room... hitting myself with my fists, at one point. I just feel like crap now and i did it all so casually, not in any burst of anger or hate, just felt so normal it's scary.
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  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Good grief Xan, what the hell is going on!!!!
  3. xan

    xan Chat Buddy

    I don't know... i just did it, i didn't feel any emotions even as i did...
  4. Allo..

    Allo.. Well-Known Member

    did you just do it for the sake of it?

    I did that last night.. just sat there and started cutting up my arm with a smile on my face.. i dont know why.. i wasnt feeling any emotion..

    Was it like that?
  5. xan

    xan Chat Buddy

    Yeah, there was no drive in me to hurt myself, i just started to, out of agonising boredom and apathy i think...
  6. Freiheit

    Freiheit Member

    I knw too what it means to just suddenly start hurting yourself. Since this is a support forum i dont want to brag about it or anything. I wanna try and be supportive. Have you seen any type of mental health people?? I saw a counsellor a couple of times, and he told me to draw with red paint on the spots you want to cut or hurt yourself. It did not work for me but it might work for you, just something to think about :)
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