i was already haveing a bad day yesterday yesterday so i was cutting, but i woke up feeling better, but my ex fiance mailed me out of the blue to tell me that she just gave birth to her daughter
i cant do this, its so hard to be here, that was supposed to be my baby
i'm the only person in the world that gets cheated on by their fiance, denied thier existance, beat up by thier fiance, attempts suiced, then left in a pool of blood by her with her new boyfriend and they dont call an ambulance, all in the same night
and i still love her, it happend in 2008 and i still have staples in my stomach cuz it freaks me out when doctors or anyone touches me, i really am a peice of shit, i cut tonight for you baby
i cant do this, its so hard to be here, that was supposed to be my baby
i'm the only person in the world that gets cheated on by their fiance, denied thier existance, beat up by thier fiance, attempts suiced, then left in a pool of blood by her with her new boyfriend and they dont call an ambulance, all in the same night
and i still love her, it happend in 2008 and i still have staples in my stomach cuz it freaks me out when doctors or anyone touches me, i really am a peice of shit, i cut tonight for you baby