I didn't do anything to anybody. Why do they keep harassing me? I don't wont to live on the street. I have no money. I don't want to beg people for money. All I think about doing is ending it. I don't know what will happen to me in the afterlife. All they do is lie about me. All fucking lies. I don't even know if I can do it..if I've got the guts to do it. It's all I think about. All I am doing is taking up space. But right now, I am very weak. I don't know what is going to happen tommorow. I don't have the money to just get out of here and start over someplace new like a new town. I am starting to dislike people in general. The lies and the threats of them wanting to " set me up " makes me sick to my stomach. But I can't stop others from lying about me. I don't care anymore. But I dont' know if I can kill myself. Sorry for the rant.