It's too much. I want to die. I want my life to be over. It's all I want. I don't care who or what kills me. It doesn't matter why I want it. I don't know and I don't care. It's not as if I'm that important. It would hurt people yes, but everyone loses people they love. They would grieve for a while then get over it. Move on, and be themselves again. Everything will continue as it was, exept that I won't be in the way and I'll have what I want.