All of a sudden, I've dropped again. I can't deal with it any more. Better for everyone if I just wasn't here. I'm going to fail at everything anyway, noone likes me, my family hate me and wish I were gone. What's the point. I'm fed up of being used by dirty old men for their own pleasure. I'm fed up of being the stupid one in the family. I don't want to live to see results day, and how all my family react to the fact that I'm a failure. I don't want to be a burden any longer. I don't enjoy life and I make it miserable for everyone else around me. How selfish of me. That's what I am. A selfish whore. I'm fat and ugly. Horrible. Disgusting. Unclean. Dirt on the bottom of everyone's shoe. Unworthy of help. Ugh. I even hate myself for how incoherent this thread is. Because I've just ODed. And can't think straight. Fuck. Sorry if you even got this far. A waste of your time.