All of a sudden.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Melancholy, May 21, 2008.

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  1. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member

    All of a sudden, I've dropped again. I can't deal with it any more. Better for everyone if I just wasn't here. I'm going to fail at everything anyway, noone likes me, my family hate me and wish I were gone. What's the point. I'm fed up of being used by dirty old men for their own pleasure. I'm fed up of being the stupid one in the family. I don't want to live to see results day, and how all my family react to the fact that I'm a failure.

    I don't want to be a burden any longer. I don't enjoy life and I make it miserable for everyone else around me. How selfish of me. That's what I am. A selfish whore.

    I'm fat and ugly. Horrible. Disgusting. Unclean. Dirt on the bottom of everyone's shoe. Unworthy of help.

    Ugh. I even hate myself for how incoherent this thread is. Because I've just ODed. And can't think straight.

    Fuck. Sorry if you even got this far. A waste of your time.
  2. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni

    Stay safe Lauren! :hug:
  3. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Laur! :lion: Stay safe, mm'kay? :hug:
  4. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    Lauren :hug:

    I'm here for you anytime you want to talk. I don't know how much you have taken in your OD, but please, please get help, sweetie. I don't want to see anything bad happen to you. You aren't horrible. I think you are terrific. You certainly aren't worthless. You are worth so much. Please take care of yourself. :( :hug:
  5. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member


    It's hard to fight. I feel ill. I don't want to wake up tomorrow. Sorry. So rubbish and feeble.

  6. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    It is hard to fight, but find it's weakness and recovery might be faster.

    Stay safe,
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    You are never a waste of anyones time sweetie :hug: PM me if you need to talk :hug:
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