I'm new here but not to the feelings I've had which seems like my whole life now. I feel extremely depressed and isolated from every single person I've ever met.. I think I've only ever met artificial, greedy, hateful, and rude people though.. Where are the kind, beautiful (not looks..), loving, and interesting people? Do they even exist? Of course maybe its just me maybe I deserve the way I've been treated by people, I mean why would you torment someone you don't even know? I just wish things would change in my life... Make change you say? How I'm in a hole so deep I can't pull myself out I need someone to give me a ladder or a rope. That person that could make me happy just a smile just one I hotpe that's not too much to ask.