I am so depressed and have been wanting to end my life anyway for alot of different reasons- I just haven't attempted yet. Now I have yet another reason as to why I need to end my life and should- I can't find a job and I need one asap. Not much money left. I don't have the drive/energy to even want to work but I don't have a choice. But I can't even find a job. I've been out of a job for 2 years now. Who the h*ll is going to even want to hire a loser like me? I'm so tired of being asked at interviews- How long have you been out of work? Oh really that long?! Have you had many interviews? Why didn't any of those jobs work out? What have you been doing all this time? The list goes on.... I definitely leave interviews feeling even worse about myself than I felt before the interview. All potential employers see me as a red flag obviously and can certainly find someone better on their potential candidate list to choose to hire. I'm such a train wreck.