I am so depressed and have been wanting to end my life anyway for alot of different reasons- I just haven't attempted yet. Now I have yet another reason as to why I need to end my life and should- I can't find a job and I need one asap. Not much money left. I don't have the drive/energy to even want to work but I don't have a choice. But I can't even find a job. I've been out of a job for 2 years now. Who the h*ll is going to even want to hire a loser like me? I'm so tired of being asked at interviews- How long have you been out of work? Oh really that long?! Have you had many interviews? Why didn't any of those jobs work out? What have you been doing all this time? The list goes on.... I definitely leave interviews feeling even worse about myself than I felt before the interview. All potential employers see me as a red flag obviously and can certainly find someone better on their potential candidate list to choose to hire.
I'm such a train wreck.
Hello Autumn01,
I've read through your post and can understand that you feel like a "failure" in life, you have a few questions which i'll help you answer by asking you other questions.
Before i continue i want to ask you one question:
Are you making job applications to jobs that you are satisfied with doing? I want you to think what do you like to be doing.
(1) Who the h*ll is going to even want to hire a loser like me?
Why wouldn't they want to hire you? Did you do something wrong to them?
(2) I'm so tired of being asked at interviews- How long have you been out of work? Oh really that long?! Have you had many interviews? Why didn't any of those jobs work out? What have you been doing all this time?
Although these questions you may not really like them they are normal questions that employers will ask in interviews however not all employers will take these in full consideration.
(3) All potential employers see me as a red flag obviously and can certainly find someone better on their potential candidate list to choose to hire.
Why do you think that employers see you as a "red flag"?