Hi. I know I am depressed. I feel depressed and is not just a phase. I am holding on by taking Lexapro in the morning and Clonazepam at night to help me sleep. I am deeply sad inside, and I can't remember the last time I woke up happy, which was usual for me. I feel like I have already done everything and it's just time to leave. The good and the bad, the exciting and the boring, I have had. And everyday, there is just boredom and unhappiness all aorund, little things that seem to tap me on my shoulder and tell me: "What's wrong with you?, if you love yourself, get it over with and travel somewhere else, it will be all right!". I really think my soul has done it's job and it needs to move on.