Hey guys, This is my first post so be nice!
Basically I cut to the chase. Im a 19 year old male from England, I have a nice family, (Small me mum and dad) well off well brought up. I am training to be in the Police as its my life dream, and on the side sell TV's for a part time job. Im most of the time happy, content always friendly, generally a nice guy all in, without sounding to big headed. Ive only ever had one girlfriend, But she wasnt for me, and as bad as I feel to say this, still a virgin and still waiting for this special someone that "apparntly" will come along. I get thoughts in to my head sometimes when im alone about just cutting lose and seeing what will happen when I pass away. To be honest I dont even know why I get these thoughts, I have everything (with in reason) I need/would like and still I just think its better if I take my own life, and restart, as I stupidly belive in rebirth. Im really asking if someone reading has the same thoughts as me? or knows what I make life that little bit better?
If so please share your ideas!
cheers,
Basically I cut to the chase. Im a 19 year old male from England, I have a nice family, (Small me mum and dad) well off well brought up. I am training to be in the Police as its my life dream, and on the side sell TV's for a part time job. Im most of the time happy, content always friendly, generally a nice guy all in, without sounding to big headed. Ive only ever had one girlfriend, But she wasnt for me, and as bad as I feel to say this, still a virgin and still waiting for this special someone that "apparntly" will come along. I get thoughts in to my head sometimes when im alone about just cutting lose and seeing what will happen when I pass away. To be honest I dont even know why I get these thoughts, I have everything (with in reason) I need/would like and still I just think its better if I take my own life, and restart, as I stupidly belive in rebirth. Im really asking if someone reading has the same thoughts as me? or knows what I make life that little bit better?
If so please share your ideas!
cheers,