...I'll act on a suicide plan soon. I have a long history of thoughts & attempts. Less than a month ago, I was hospitalized after my most recent bout. For the past week or so, I've been feeling this way again. I've put it off, but am really thinking of doing it after I finish a current work assignment. I have a good therapist and am scheduled to see her next week, right after I finish this assignment. I don't know if I should mention it to her, or if I'm overreacting. I'm also afraid of her response. Part of me just wants to do it because life won't ever get better, but part wants things to change. Plus, I don't know how to bring it up. I'm afraid of not being able to control myself, but also think I should know better by now (as I said, I have a long history). Anyone have any advice?