Almost got put in a ward last night

[jxdama]

i was so lonely i went out driving around 3 am. after awhile i pulled over on the side of the road and just started to cry. a cop pulled up and i guess he thought i was drunk. i told him i wasnt feeling well and just pulled over to rest. he gave me a breath test and field test then asked me after he saw i wasnt drunk if i needed to go to the hospital. i said i would be fine because i have no money. anyway, i wish i was dead.

 

[ali 56]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

I am so sorry to hear that, I also go driving but I have never been stopped. Try and get some rest to switch your head off. Take care

 

[tenholehweels]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

thats why i never go out after dark. too scary.

well actually i almost never leave the house anyway.

 

[jxdama]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

i have to go out for work.

 

[lightbeam]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

Do you have insurance through you employer?

 

[WildCherry]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

Sounds pretty scary!! I'm sorry you felt so lonely, but glad you're still alive.

 

[IV2010]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

:console:
sorry you had to go through that jx
we don't want you to die

 

[jxdama]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

Do you have insurance through you employer?

i do not.

 

[reynard_muldrake]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you manage to find some peace over the next few days.

 

[kote]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

it sounds like you were on the edge. im sorry you had that hard time and you were alone.
i hope tonight is much more peaceful and restful for you.

 

[jxdama]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you manage to find some peace over the next few days.

i yearn for a final peace where i no longer have to face another day.

 

[WildCherry]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

Here if you ever feel like talking. :hug:

 

[jxdama]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

i wish talking would help. im tired of the constant fear.

 

[WildCherry]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

What's causing you so much fear? Would talking to people at least ease the loneliness

 

[Sadeyes]

Can you go to an ER if you feel that awful? They are obligated to treat you even without insurance...J

 

[IV2010]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

i yearn for a final peace where i no longer have to face another day.

I understand jx...me to.
but we have to keep trying as best we can :console:

 

[jxdama]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

why try?

 

[jxdama]

Can you go to an ER if you feel that awful? They are obligated to treat you even without insurance...J

but then i get a 10k bill.

 

[WildCherry]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

why try?

Because it really is worth it in the end, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. People care, and they can try to help you get through the bad times.

 

[jxdama]

Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

but if i get through this bad time i still have have no one or nothing.