Almost got put in a ward last night

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  1. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    i was so lonely i went out driving around 3 am. after awhile i pulled over on the side of the road and just started to cry. a cop pulled up and i guess he thought i was drunk. i told him i wasnt feeling well and just pulled over to rest. he gave me a breath test and field test then asked me after he saw i wasnt drunk if i needed to go to the hospital. i said i would be fine because i have no money. anyway, i wish i was dead.
     
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    jxdama, Jun 21, 2011
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  2. ali 56

    ali 56 Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    I am so sorry to hear that, I also go driving but I have never been stopped. Try and get some rest to switch your head off. Take care
     
    ali 56, Jun 21, 2011
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  3. tenholehweels

    tenholehweels Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    thats why i never go out after dark. too scary.

    well actually i almost never leave the house anyway.
     
    tenholehweels, Jun 21, 2011
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  4. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    i have to go out for work.
     
    jxdama, Jun 21, 2011
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  5. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    Do you have insurance through you employer?
     
    lightbeam, Jun 21, 2011
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  6. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    Sounds pretty scary!! I'm sorry you felt so lonely, but glad you're still alive.
     
    WildCherry, Jun 21, 2011
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  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    :console:
    sorry you had to go through that jx
    we don't want you to die
     
    IV2010, Jun 21, 2011
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  8. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    i do not.
     
    jxdama, Jun 22, 2011
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  9. reynard_muldrake

    reynard_muldrake Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you manage to find some peace over the next few days.
     
    reynard_muldrake, Jun 22, 2011
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  10. kote

    kote Account Closed

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    it sounds like you were on the edge. im sorry you had that hard time and you were alone.
    i hope tonight is much more peaceful and restful for you.
     
    kote, Jun 22, 2011
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  11. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    i yearn for a final peace where i no longer have to face another day.
     
    jxdama, Jun 22, 2011
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  12. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    Here if you ever feel like talking. :hug:
     
    WildCherry, Jun 22, 2011
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  13. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    i wish talking would help. im tired of the constant fear.
     
    jxdama, Jun 22, 2011
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  14. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    What's causing you so much fear? Would talking to people at least ease the loneliness
     
    WildCherry, Jun 22, 2011
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  15. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Can you go to an ER if you feel that awful? They are obligated to treat you even without insurance...J
     
    Sadeyes, Jun 22, 2011
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  16. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    I understand jx...me to.
    but we have to keep trying as best we can :console:
     
    IV2010, Jun 22, 2011
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  17. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    why try?
     
    jxdama, Jun 22, 2011
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  18. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    but then i get a 10k bill.
     
    jxdama, Jun 22, 2011
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  19. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    Because it really is worth it in the end, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. People care, and they can try to help you get through the bad times.
     
    WildCherry, Jun 22, 2011
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  20. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    but if i get through this bad time i still have have no one or nothing.
     
    jxdama, Jun 23, 2011
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