Almost got put in a ward last night

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by jxdama, Jun 21, 2011.

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  1. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    i was so lonely i went out driving around 3 am. after awhile i pulled over on the side of the road and just started to cry. a cop pulled up and i guess he thought i was drunk. i told him i wasnt feeling well and just pulled over to rest. he gave me a breath test and field test then asked me after he saw i wasnt drunk if i needed to go to the hospital. i said i would be fine because i have no money. anyway, i wish i was dead.
     
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  2. ali 56

    ali 56 Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    I am so sorry to hear that, I also go driving but I have never been stopped. Try and get some rest to switch your head off. Take care
     
  3. tenholehweels

    tenholehweels Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    thats why i never go out after dark. too scary.

    well actually i almost never leave the house anyway.
     
  4. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    i have to go out for work.
     
  5. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    Do you have insurance through you employer?
     
  6. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    Sounds pretty scary!! I'm sorry you felt so lonely, but glad you're still alive.
     
  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    :console:
    sorry you had to go through that jx
    we don't want you to die
     
  8. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    i do not.
     
  9. reynard_muldrake

    reynard_muldrake Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you manage to find some peace over the next few days.
     
  10. kote

    kote Account Closed

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    it sounds like you were on the edge. im sorry you had that hard time and you were alone.
    i hope tonight is much more peaceful and restful for you.
     
  11. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    i yearn for a final peace where i no longer have to face another day.
     
  12. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    Here if you ever feel like talking. :hug:
     
  13. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    i wish talking would help. im tired of the constant fear.
     
  14. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    What's causing you so much fear? Would talking to people at least ease the loneliness
     
  15. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Can you go to an ER if you feel that awful? They are obligated to treat you even without insurance...J
     
  16. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    I understand jx...me to.
    but we have to keep trying as best we can :console:
     
  17. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    why try?
     
  18. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    but then i get a 10k bill.
     
  19. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    Because it really is worth it in the end, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. People care, and they can try to help you get through the bad times.
     
  20. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Almost got put in a nut ward last night

    but if i get through this bad time i still have have no one or nothing.
     
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