almost lost my mum...

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by blade, May 20, 2007.

  1. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    last night i do what i usally do wake her up for dinner cause shes been doing night shifts that make her really tired anyway....
    i did but she wouldnt get up.. called my dad.
    even he treid.
    they were fighting b4 hand about money stuff.
    i realized there was a note.

    dad opened it .. it said " im useless" and stuff about looking after use young kids" after shes gone.
    we called the police they tried waking her up ..she still wouldnt.
    they called the ambulance they tried waking her up for 1/2 hr.
    they took her away.

    something funny though.. i never even though what it would feel like if i lost her. no sad feeling came out.

    i over heard a converseation the police was telling my dad.. "she had taking 24 pannadols"

    shes still in the hospital. hasnt woken up yet.

    dont feel any sadness for her.
  2. jcat

    jcat Staff Alumni

    r u ok? sorry to hear about your mom. do you wanna talk?
  3. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    the funny thing is i dont feel anything about tears no pain nothing.
    donno but yeah im fine..
    to tell u the truth i would b fine even without her
  4. bEvans

    bEvans Active Member

    but her night shifts probably bring in money, which you may miss. of course that depends on if she her upkeep cost is more than she makes
  5. imheretohelp

    imheretohelp Member

    im sorry for your loss, you may not feel emotions yet because you mightent have actuly reliased her death properley, i know this sounds like it makes no sense but it is very hard to explain.