last night i do what i usally do wake her up for dinner cause shes been doing night shifts that make her really tired anyway.... i did but she wouldnt get up.. called my dad. even he treid. they were fighting b4 hand about money stuff. i realized there was a note. dad opened it .. it said " im useless" and stuff about looking after use young kids" after shes gone. we called the police they tried waking her up ..she still wouldnt. they called the ambulance they tried waking her up for 1/2 hr. they took her away. something funny though.. i never even though what it would feel like if i lost her. no sad feeling came out. i over heard a converseation the police was telling my dad.. "she had taking 24 pannadols" shes still in the hospital. hasnt woken up yet. dont feel any sadness for her.