I've lost all faith in myself. I'm on the verge of losing my job, and a place to live. My mother is dying, my father doesn't want me, and my aunt, who took me in after my father kicked me out, gave me 4 months to find somewhere else to live. I have 4 months to make enough money to be able to live on my own... Which, considering I make a laughable amount of money, is next to impossible.... I wanted and tried desperately to make my life into something, but it seems like the entire damn universe is working against me at every turn. I don't know what else I could have done or could do.