almost over

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mortdesinos, Jun 6, 2008.

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  1. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    I have Avoidant Personality Disorder and Auditory Processing Disorder. Auditory Processing disorder usually affects kids, but I've had it ever since I was young and still do. I used to get tested every week with the hopes of improving, but it didn't help, so it must have to do with a specific brain development issue, which it sometimes does. My outlook on life changes, even though I am, of course, prone to depression, and it's frustrating. I find the simplest things to be difficult: waking up in the morning, and paying attention to lectures for longer than a brief elapse of time, reading, and having a conversation without being afraid I have done something wrong. I am on my own. Nobody could care less. My death will be my greatest virtue. I don't want a funeral.
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  2. jonstark

    jonstark Well-Known Member

    Stay around, man... You're cool.
  3. TheWr0ngChild

    TheWr0ngChild Well-Known Member

    Hey. Please don't go, your such a great person and an asset to us here. We all care about you very much. I have Aspergers Syndrome and my life has been turned inside out and ripped apart by "disorders". I also think I suffer from PMDD (really bad PMS) and I've had near psychotic episodes with this.

    Somehow something has kept me going so far, I don't know what it is, but it has. If you need to talk more in private please PM me.
  4. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    I care Joe, as much as that means, I do. :hug: You are a genuinely good person who is struggling with alot in your life. I'm sorry life has dealt you such a crappy card but I hope you do fight through it and become successful and happy. You are worth every bit of it. :hug: You have my msn and my number if you need to talk. Take care hun.
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