Last Mon I tried to kill myself yet again buyt this time being diabetic i was able to <Mod Edit: methods>. Trouble was a penpal texted and wanted to know why i had gone quiet. turns out she used to be a psychiatruic nurse and knew exactly how to stop me. She told me to look into the eyes of my dog and try to do it then. I couldnt leave him. Went to gp who said she would instigate help once again but still not heard anything. Feel like death.