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Almost Time I Think

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Please don’t try to figure out who I am... I all ready feel as though so much of me is owned or intruded upon by others … I just needed to say something out loud … I have a few dollars tucked away… I’ve been considering going to a hotel… a few treasured items, of which my razor is one… and just spend a few days alone… I will either exit renewed in the knowledge that it is not yet my time …or…….


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Make sure your fair on yourself. If your going out there to judge what you think your life is amounted to don't just run through three days of bad thoughts and memories. Remember the good times (even if there arnt many) and see if they were worth 100 bad times.
And don't lie to yourself. Your having to go away to think because something is seriously wrong but are you sure you can't sort it out, even slightly?
I hope you find your answers and I hope they favour your life rather than your death.
Stay safe.


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also don't forget that poor cleaner/room maid who would find you dead, covered in blood?

What about the person that has to clean up all that blood and wee and shit when you die... someone will have to clean up - it's not really fair to do that to some poor person on minimum wage!


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Please be kind to yourself during your hotel stay. :smile: You deserve kindness from yourself as well as from everyone else - especially the loving caring members here. I care, whether I know you or not - I still care about you.:smile: :smile:


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