Hi Long story short, I almost tried to kill myself. I had everything I would need yo do it, but instead of killing myself I just injured myself a lot and then got ready, I did it slightly but failed to do anything. This all just goes to show what a useless peoce of crap I am, I can't even kill myself properly. What a piece of shit I am. This world doesn't need me, noone does. To me life has no meaning anymore, not that it had one to start with. I hate this life and I want to give up rigt now, but I'm to weak to even do that. I'm sure that before Im 20 Ill be dead or sectioned. I'm dangerous to myself and I know I'll end up being dangerous to others one day at my current rate of mental decomposition. It's not like I'm good at anything and noone loves me. I will never do anything that changes anyone elses life even for a second. If I'm this dangerous to myself now, what will I be in a couple of years? Dead I'm sure.