You'd really think being completely alone would be 'normal' for me by now... Except the odd section of my past, i've had no consistent company. But it's getting to me, especially today. No one to call, visit, message, not even my grumpy old dog is home. Nothing to do, not even a decent movie. Then i keep getting memories about people i could be with.. Which reminds me they left. I want to be working now, but the longer it goes by, the worse my app looks. Then i get stressed, and just put it off. I'm about ready to just opt out.