I worked al day today. I ra then mucked out a pasture. It took me a couple hours. My mom just stood there watching me the whole time. She barely said a word. I then went and babysat for six hours. I've Been home for two hours. My parents haven't spoken more than 15 words to me in this time. It's like they hate me. I font even exist. I'm so tired of being alone.... Of being a burden... Of being a thorn. All I want to do is die. None of this is worth it.