Well first things first today I'm 17. The only person who seemed to remember was my mother. Second I've been awake for near 50 hours now. Doing nothing really. just don't feel like sleeping. I get drowsy every once in awhile but then it stops and im fine again. I really really miss my friends at my old high school. I have really no connection with them other than the internet and that's not much when you're used to seeing them everyday. I should explain, I had to move out of our old house due to financial problems and we had to move back to Texas with our family. Since this was going to be my Super Senior (that's a whole other story) year, most of my credits were built-up there in AZ and some credits won't transfer I wouldn't graduate so I just decided to dropout. I am just giving up like on everything else do. But whatever no one really cares anyways so why should I? I can have fun the rest of my miserable life badly strumming my guitar.