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Alone and broke on T-Day

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by James James, Nov 20, 2007.

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  1. James James

    James James New Member

    I'm not on a ledge right now or anything, and I don't intend to over dramatize the situation, but I know this doesn't end well.

    I have no money job or car. The last thing I bought was a loaf of bread with nickles. Those were the last of my nickles too.

    I'm about to spend thanksgiving alone in my apartment, probably eating pasta and butter.

    I'm also not going to be able to pay rent for December, so I'll be lucky to even have a place to live 2 weeks from now.

    I don't have a single friend in the world. I've burned all my bridges.

    My life has been 1 big self inflicted wound. I have sabotaged absolutely everything.

    My phone calls to my mom telling her I need help don't work, because she's still mad and bitter, and rightly so, about all the crap I've put her through.

    My father killed himself. His father killed himself.

    I've had countless suicidal thoughts over the years, but I've never come close to acting on them. But in the back of my mind, I've always known that's how it is destined to end. It's just a matter of when.

    And I don't know how else this present situation will end.
  2. snafu

    snafu Member

    I don't know where you live but for thanksgiving there is usually special food pantry giveaways where they give you thanksgiving foods, you should check that out as soon as possible tho since it is already wednesday now. Do you have a food pantry or churches within walking distance? Lots of churches also have help. Give it a try. See what resources you can find....you may be able to get assistance with rent and stuff too.
    I'm sorry about your thanksgiving.
  3. t00whomitmayconcern

    t00whomitmayconcern Active Member

    Are you elegable for food stamps thats how ive been eating. Hope ur thinksgiving is better.
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