I don't know how to feel anymore. I was fine up till 4 months ago, I met a girl. I fell for her. I know, I wore my heart on my sleeve. She broke up with me 3 1/2 week ago. I lost my job, things from my Past started coming back to me, things I've pushed aside and never dealt with then my car broke down, I got it fixed, but I over draft paying for it, now I owe my bank money, money I don't have. I've tried to talk to my family, but in the end, they stopped caring, they stopped talking to me, they don't answer my messages or reply to my texts. Then I turned to my friends, but the same thing happened. Just liek before I have to go through pain alone. No cares about me, or even seem to care for me. I've been home since my ex broke up with me, I've never left my room since then. My friends call me Mute cause I don't talk much and because I'm shy. Lately I haven't spoken to anyone even if they call me I just ignore it or pik it up and hang up. I haven't said a word to anyone all month. Everyone I know hasn't come to see me, they stopped calling last week. I think they forgotten about me, I feel so alone.