Hey all, Not a happy bunny this evening, its the weekend again and I cant tolerate the isolation. I have no family or friends and having been suspended and then fired I have been alone for 3 weeks now. I have visited my usual relationship forum and they have just torn me apart and turned against me. I got fired for gross misconduct, I used my company credit card for personal stuff and could well now be prosecuted which means a criminal record and I cant go to prison, there is no one to look after my cats and they are my life at the moment. I cant afford a solicitor and am at the end of my ability to keep it together. I have always suffered from severe depression but after all that has happened the Doctor suspects I have PTSD and a disassociative disorder, but I am waiting on a referral to a counselor to confirm. I know I am a bad person, have been since he left me, but I am spiralling and dont know what to do anymore.