I don't know what to do. I just don't know what to do. I am lost and drowning in the words my head keeps repeating to me over and over again. Stupid, worthless, pitiful, ugly, useless just to name a few and I don't know what to do to make them stop. I feel so helpless and lost. Someone told me today that I will never be happy. So what is the use of being on this earth if I will never have happiness.