I'm in a very dark place right now. I am 23. My girlfriend, who i thought was my soul mate, have recently broken up. i am completely devastated by it. The worst part about it, i fucked up the relationship beyond all repair. I have sever anger issues. Hence my username. If anyone who is reading this in UK, it's a reference to the charterer Rudy from Misfits (TV series) In the program Rudy is split in to 3 versions of himself, Rudy 1, Rudy 2 & Rudy 3. Rudy 3 is a complete psychopath who has no control over his anger. It leads him to do very bad things to the people close around him. I feel like there is a part of me that is like this. My anger was what caused our relationship to end. It's probably the reason why i have no friends. And probably the reason why i am not very close with my family. Its destroyed past relationships too. I have been self harming regularly for about 2/3 weeks. I tried to commit suicide about a week ago. At the moment i am terrified.. I feel like the longer this goes on, the more i am going to hurt my self, or someone around me. When "Rudy 3" comes out i have not control over anything. It feels like i say and do stuff with out even thinking about it. I want help. I want to try and control this.. otherwise im going to hurt myself beyond repair. Or worse, hurt someone around me. Please help Rudy 3..