The day is dragging on. I am alone. This F*ck*n sucks! It sucks when the people you love don't even care about you or want you to spend xmas with them. I was told "it was too stressful" 8 years ago to take me home for xmas and since then Ive just been ditched by them every year. I hardly have any friends either. I have nobody. Its a very lonely e×istance where I'm at. At least I had Xmas at the group home up until this point. Now I dont belong in a group home and Im just on my own. Its really lonely out here. F*ck*n bastards!!