Alone in a sea of people.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by 13acresofhell, Nov 10, 2007.

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  1. 13acresofhell

    13acresofhell Member

    I really cut myself bad last night, and all I want to do is cut some more. I want to cut deeper. I sit here alone staring at the clock, wondering when I’m going to do it. Each second is an eternity. Every thing I try to do to help myself ends in embarrassment or failure. Chance is against me, ruining my endeavors at every turn. My time is running out and cutting is the only joy I can have. Because of my position nobody can know, and yet I wish someone did. Anyone.
     
  2. Cutting is definitely a rush... an addiction... but it can also be very harmful. I hope you can stop now instead of continuing to hurt yourself. I know its hard to stop tho.
     
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