Hi all. I've been a user here for years but it seems I always come back around the same time each year to vent. I think I might suffer from SAD but who knows. I.haven't seen a therapist in years unfortunately. Ever since my father passed away almost two years ago when I was 17 I can't afford to take care of myself, my family has been struggling since his death... I miss my father so much. Even though he died in a car wreck I think he lost the will to live, but that's another story for another time. Anyway, right now... I.just want to die. I have so many problems I don't know where to begin... I'm pregnant, unemployed, no friends, a bf who would rather get drunk every night with his friends than spend time with me and is emotionally distant... financial issues out the ass. I just can't deal with it all. I have no one to turn to. Even earlier my mom was talking about driving her car off a cliff because she has so many problems. I would never say it, but I'm right there with her. I don't know how I'm going to make it. I hope I do but it's getting tough...
This has been too long so I'm going to end it here. Thanks for taking the time to read through all that crap.
This has been too long so I'm going to end it here. Thanks for taking the time to read through all that crap.