Alone [May Trigger]

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by mlxjaded, Oct 17, 2011.

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  1. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member


    Where’s my teary eyed goodbye
    My army of peers who wave and cry
    At the mere thought of me gone
    Why do I even bother to try

    Where’s my warm welcome
    My posy of open arms waiting
    Yet I’m all alone again just debating me
    Don’t be alarmed
    This feeling seldom strays

    So I’ll continue to bleed
    Until I cease to exist
    But all I really want is to be missed
    As the blood runs cold down my worthless wrists

    Now tell me if it's fair
    That I sit and pray for death in this cold fucking chair
    And you never really care
    That I’m screaming in the silence that the pain is just too hard to bare

    But trust me, I swear
    That one day I will call myself out on my very own dare
    & do the unthinkable
    How could I be so far from repair

    But in the end
    If I’ve ever learned a thing, it’s this
    Life is nothing but a cold, forlorn wish

    //Just want to clarify that this is what I'm thinking at the moment- i'm not actually acting out on anything mentioned here..
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  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    YOu would be missed hun don't ever think you wouldn't be your writing tell how so very alone you feel i understand that feeling hugs to you
  3. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    That was really beautiful. And like total eclipse said, you would be missed hun. :hug: Hang in there.
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