u stay on here, keep talking and by the time u realize,the day is almost over, ur bf's home and u have get thru another day. it kinda works for me. i come on here and mostly read. keeps my buzy & tired, then off to sleep and the day starts again. i dont do much but at least im nt killing myself. bloody murder, not even suicide. what can i say? i have got a evil voice in my mind.