This is my first post on here. But i have got to that point in my life where i feel there is no where else to turn.
I think of ending things every day... I think of the effects it will have on my family and the effects on their lives. But always end up back in the same dark place.
I have one friend i have known 20yrs and now i bearly speak to her as she has a New friend who hates me and tells me daily.
I have been to the doctors, been on the tablets and been to counselling (where my councillor fell asleep!)
I can't keep up this pretence anymore.
This life is not for me
I think of ending things every day... I think of the effects it will have on my family and the effects on their lives. But always end up back in the same dark place.
I have one friend i have known 20yrs and now i bearly speak to her as she has a New friend who hates me and tells me daily.
I have been to the doctors, been on the tablets and been to counselling (where my councillor fell asleep!)
I can't keep up this pretence anymore.
This life is not for me