Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by BornFree, Dec 30, 2012.

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  1. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    I turn away so you wont see me cry
    I hide away when inside Id rather die
    It hurts to hear the frivolity of it all
    When deep down I know no one hears my call

    I stay at home to keep out of the way
    When its all too much & theres nothing to say
    I act aloof detached & disinterested
    So you can laugh be free spend time invested

    If I too could chase, hide & run
    Id be laughing too joining in all the fun
    Instead I lie here bones & heart breaking
    Trying to hide how I feel needs forsaking

    I try so hard to be cheerful & uncomplaining
    But find my good cheer & strength are waning
    As pain engulfs & consumes all that I am
    And tears overflow bursting its dam

    My mask is slipping falling to the ground
    Revealing all my flaws & warts surround
    Resentment builds & with it the loathing
    Full of self hatred, self condemnation scathing

    Disgust contempt for all Ive become
    No way left to follow when all is said & done
    The door will slam again as laughter fades
    & I find myself alone again ,relieved, on my bed laid
  2. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    So sad... I'm sorry. :arms:
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You will never be forgotten hun hugs to you ok we are always here hun for you
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