OK so maybe i should just accept that im not going to b wit the guy i love....the moment i even begin to imagine that i get a knot in my stomach, i dont want to breathe n e longer, i cant even comprehend being alone. Am i really scared of not being with him? Am i just scared of being alone? Or am i frightened that ill never find n e 1 else? Im just so frightened. I thought id b with him forever, and i never doubted that for a second, and now here i am having to re-mould my entire future. i dont want to do it! i cant do it! What can i do?