Alone I lie here alone Or at least I think I’m alone But where is she? I saw her just there She was in my bed She whispered in my ear “Be not afraid Simon” Be not afraid I could feel here heart warming my cold soul I could hear her heart softly pounding “I’ll take care of you Simon” She will take care of me But where is she? She was here just a minute ago Or was I only dreaming? WHY was I only dreaming? WHY can’t anything good happen while I’m awake? Do I have to go on alone, in this cold place? Can I find rest without her? I lie here alone, with my father’s gun Now that I’ve cried myself to sleep Which way should I go? Why do I have to be this lost? I’m so alone Yes, alone I clench my gun.