Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by starlight2006, Oct 3, 2007.

  1. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    I live with 4 other people yet I have never felt so alone. I cant sleep at night because all there is emptiness. I wrote this last nite and its pretty much the feeling of the moment.

    Darkness surrounds me now,
    No saviour, No light,
    The devil takes a bow,
    Love is not my right.

    Im destined to be alone.
  2. WhyMeWhy

    WhyMeWhy Well-Known Member

    I can identfy with the being alone......I guess that's why I keep coming back to SF...though they don't want me here.....I live with demanding, high-maintenence people.....yet I'll feel alone forever, it seems.
  3. Me too, no one likes me in real life or online. I'm just a person that is to be hated to make everyone else feel better.
  4. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    I live with four other guys (all close friends) who are like me: socially inept, maladjusted or generally fucked up in some way. They don't know about my problem though, I purposefully don't tell them so I get to put on a mask of normalcy.
  5. luso

    luso Active Member

    me too, I live with my parents, but I´m never with them. I isolate myself from them cause I don´t want to be around them. My room is my world. In school I try to avoid all kinds of contact with people around, and when I want to be with some "friends", a bit latter all I want is to be allone, go back to my room, my world. Can´t sleep, feel lonely all the time..
    Put a mask everyday, noone really nows me, and I don´t want them to anyway :s
    Life sucks