Just been surfining youtube to distract me from all the work i have to do. Came across one of my fav songs - athlete, wires. Stirred something in me. Im all alone in the house. Missing everyone yet they are only out for a few hours. The days are slipping by faster. Im going to end up alone, no one to love me. No one for me to share my love with. No one for me to share everything in my life with. My secrets are hidden. My pain is hidden. Why me? Why can't I be someone else? Or at least like them?