No one knows my problems anymore. Lost faith is everyone so I pretend to be okay and never talk about my problems. even though some of them are serious and life threatening. It doesn't make sense. I'm more afraid of being hurt, let down, or betrayed and that makes all my serious problems seem small in comparison. rather hold it in a deal with it alone than expect anyone to care. I will still continue to do so and no one will ever know it is me who posted this but I had to let it out.