No girlfriend, no friends, not that close with my family. I get so depressed just watching people with their friends. Why can't I have that? How do I have that? The life I am living isn't worth it. But I just don't have the social skills. I try but I never know what to say. I fail every time. Really I don't blame people. I understand why no one wants to talk to me. I feel like this is something so stupid to complain about but I don't know what to do.