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  1. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    pulling away
    yes again
    alone
    darkness
    suffering
    all my friends
    better to be on ones own
    then to be with others this way
    yes a wall to keep one safe
    darkness to conceal
    only by oneself
    can one truly heal
    but what do i know
    what is indeed real
    i am so far gone
    nothing now i feel
    alone want them all to leave
    go away so i can breath
    so i can do what needs to be done
    in the darkness i am one
     
  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    so sad violet...stay strong...:console::arms:
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    strong yeh that me
    i am okay IV
    i wish this sadness
    would go away
    i am fine if i keep busy
    im okay
    it just creeps in
    you know that though
    somehow it gets inside one soul
    i want to so badly
    to be free
    but it is not going to be
    i will be strong
    i always am
    but tired so tired
    that is all
    sleep will come
    then iwill rest
    tomorrow i will be at my best
    right fight yet another day
    i don't want to be here
    but there is no other way
    i have to stay i just do
     
  4. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Wow Violet..you are so good at poetry.....*hugs*
     
  5. Things

    Things Well-Known Member

    I know how that feels...

    I'm sorry that you're in so much pain, Violet. :(
     
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i am okay really thanks Things don't worry okay just tired these days I am sorry you to feel that aloneness it is an awful place
     
  7. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    Violet, you sing a song of pain. May sunshine melt the sadness and make you whole again.

    :IrishDoll:
     
  8. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i don't think so not tonight not ever idon thing so sorry
     
  9. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I understand how much pain you're in violet......please don't give up.....

    go get yourself some more help....

    You are such a wonderful lady, friend and mother..

    So many people love you....
     
  10. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i only want one to care and she doesn't so why should i care why should i feel why shouldi stay here why dam it why
     
  11. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Stay for yourself violet and us cos we need you here.....
    I do know what you're saying though but try to stay strong...
     
  12. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    it is hard i guess i have to go back try new meds
    she does not want me here hates me so
    i understand her illness makes her that way
    i wish i could go i really do
    then someone else would look after you
    or youwould finally see
    there was nothing left of me
    to give anyone
    i am sorry you feel that way
    i hope someday you will see
    it was all for you nothing for me
    i hope you can go out and find you
    the person that i once knew
    take care of you okay
    because all i everwanted was for you
    to be okay
     
  13. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    :cry2: :arms:
    I wish she could see how caring you are violet....I see it..
     
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