Hi everyone to be honest I don't even know what I'm going to say here or why I'm here. I've been on sites similar to this before and I've spoken to people online about things because no one in my real life understands. But there just are no solutions. I can't bear talking or thinking about my stupid problems anymore and can't deal with any more advice or people trying to cheer me up or telling me to get help. I know people mean well but I can't deal with it anymore. Absolutely no one understands how desperate and miserable I am. I hate being alone but I don't want to talk anymore. I'm in so much pain and I just don't know what to do.