i am sooo alone. like, i just seriously need someone. and,now im done with the whole "hey, lets fuck." scene. i mean,i just long for someone to love me. i really like this boy,and hes coming to visit me this summer he thinks. i know it wont work since he will stay for a bit and then head back to his state.buuut,he is so perfect. i hate myself.ha. either the men i meet,are abusive,or live too far.or they like the skinny beautiful type.which,i dont meet that stardard. ehhh.