I have had it with my life. And that is the stupid part about this. I keep going through this shit saying I am so sick of it all but I don't have the courage to end it. I don't want to keep hurting and yet when will I finally step up and just end this misery? I'm sorry but this is too much. My life just has no meaning to it and I am tired of having faith or hope that it ever will. Hopefully soon, I will finally stop writing here and just get it over with. Sorry for sounded dramatic.