I'm basically fine during the day. But then night falls and I can't sleep. I can't do anything anymore. I used to work at night. Or clean. Or draw. But now... Nothing. My husband belittles me. He lies and then treats me like an idiot for questioning him. He had an affair with his boss. I can't prove it... But I know it happened. He went to bed ignoring me again. How is this my life? How have I managed to marry the one person that makes me feel horrible about myself? Our children are so perfect. I stay alive for them. But every day, I wish I could just drift peacefully into a forever sleep. He could never hurt me again.