I can't get up, i haven't been eating, I'm so hungry but I can't get up. It feels like I'm already gone, my spirit, emotions, everything. Why should I eat if I'm already gone? I don't want to drink, I can't sleep anymore - I just lie there. I'm stressed about my art homework, I have a ton of coursework to catch up on, but how am I supposed to do that if I can't even eat. What's the point of carrying on if I'm already gone? I'm getting thinner and hungrier and I want to stay curled up under my covers forever, until I waste away. I want to go back to school, have this holiday over with, but will I even make it until then? Even if I do, will it fix anything? Will anything fix me?