Hello everyone, My name is Danielle, I'm 18 year old university student and I'm new to this forum. I decided to become a member because I'm holding on by my last thead and I'm not sure where else I can turn. I want to kill myself so bad, everything will be so much better - the sun will be brighter, my family will be happier, my fiance will move on and find someone else he can be happy with. Isn't that what will happen? Won't all my pain go away? Theses are the thoughts that won't leave my mind, everyday making me sicker and sicker. I've try'd telling my doctor, my mom, my fiance but nothing changed!! I don't know what to do, and I don't know how much longer I can fight this losing battle.