Hi I been always a suicidal person since my childhood. Now im 36, making plans to kill myself. I give enough chance to my hopes, all failed. I was always loser and still im. People think im stupid weird and they right. I wish i can be like anyone else. I lived same experiences repeatedly, so, my future will be same, then why i should live this life. Wish I die now but its not that easy. Wish all life on this planet destroyed, so all sadness destroyed.