POSSSIBLE TRIGGER everyone is the same, they say it will get better..remeber its the past..its not happening now..talk about ur feelings...what a load of crap. it doesn't get better. take a walk in the shoes of someone whose living thru it..just for 5 minutes, see the scars on the arms, legs, body where once again I've lost control...see the images of being raped, see the images of a little girl crying in the corner, relive the pain, the torture. the depression which just isn't easying, take all the pains for the other medical conditions caused by the depression. Sleeping with someone, the pain that rips thru you from the scars of being raped as a child. the memories as you try to remember the man your having sex with is not the person who abused you. When you look in the mirror, when you see urself, the disgust u feel, the hatred that you feel. Self esteem, confidence...what are they. I'm tired of people who haven't been hurt, used or abused telling me that you can get over it but u have to keep fighting. ffs i've been fighting since I was a child, itsn't it time I was given a break from this life. sorry.