Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Elle., Nov 25, 2009.

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  1. Elle.

    Elle. Well-Known Member

    SI is just always on my mind and it doesn't seem to fade or anything. I'm just sonstantly thinking of when, where or how next to do it. When I'm in class I sometimes even want someone to get mad at me so I can have a reaosn to escape and just be all my myself somewhere.

    It used to fade. I used to have a period of cutting, and then a long time of 'wtf was I thinking'

    But this is ALL the time :-S

    I think I'm at a pretty low point right now
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am sorry to hear your self harm ideas are with you constantly. Can you talk to someone a councillor a teacher Perhaps call you doctor and let know how bad it is maybe get on some new meds or up your dose if your on some already. It is always good to let your doctor know whats happening any changes in thoughts. Give doctor a call okay take care
  3. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

  4. Elle.

    Elle. Well-Known Member

    I don't have a doctor and if I did I'm in the shittiest town you can possibly imagine and I don't trust anyone here in medical care.....

    My family doesn't and can't know.

    So I'm all alone in this.

    All I seem to be able to fcking do is complain.........
  5. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Hey Elle. You are not alone, we are all here to listen and help as much as we can.

    Complaining is a form of communication and can help us, so it isn't a bad thing.

    I'm here if you need to talk. Take care :hug: xx
  6. Elle.

    Elle. Well-Known Member

    thanks u :) appreciate ur comment.
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