I'm was in a psych ward 2 weeks ago for suicidal thoughts, I lied my way out of there which I regret doing. I already have my suicide plan and date but I'm at the moment I'm not feeling suicidal I'm just sad what should I do? I was let go by my psychiatrist and clinic for being suicidal so I'm all alone now. I stopped my medications and I stopped treatment at the new clinic the psych ward refer me to. I was in a psych ward for a week in January-Febuary, Full month of march. As you can see I'm a problem, but I'm too embarassed to get help again. I don't want to live anymore I'm only worried about telling my mom that I'm going to commit suicide. Should I get help for my mom ? wait until the date comes by? or should I just give up? I don't see the point in getting help because I reached that point where life is not for me, I'm very miresable and hurt by the clinic letting me go you have no idea. I see no hope in my future, I don't think doctors can convince me that life is worth is living.